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a_wynters_rose


Playing The Angel

angel without a sense of mercy


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... does life ever give you a true break?  I'm convinced no.  Even if you were financially stable, there will always be something that gives you stress.  I figured if I got my life together as much as possible, that I'd be better off.  In all honesty, I am, but it still isn't easy.  Within the last year I've been able to pay off over 2 grand worth of debt.  In the last four months I've been able to rent an apt where I'm the only one on the lease (2 bedroom at the beach), and drive around in a car that is only 5 years old vs. 19 years old.  There are friends in my life that I trust immensely, and very thankful for that.  The stress?  I can't have my cat living with me because my doctor isn't willing to sign the document like he did before (well, his office).  My father is having some horrible issues that messes with the whole family, and my mother can't seem to get a break in life.  You ask why I let the issues that happen to my parents get to me?  Because I have a close relationship with both of parents... well, all three of my parents; My father, my mother and my step-mother.  When they feel stress, I feel stress.  It kills me that right now I'm sitting on my fathers couch, and he doesn't have that option. 

As always I get into writing an entry, then lose fuel before it's at a decent length. 

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